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Aemond Targaryen
@provoke | ☑️ smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★★★☆
Trust: ★★☆☆☆
"We had this kinda spicy bedwarmer/king kink thing going and maybe the stars will align for that to be pulled out of the back pocket again. Am I above debasing myself for a little roleplay? Nah."
August Moreau
@dwelt | ☑️ smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★★★★
Trust: ★★★☆☆
"Slightly infuriating when texting. Scratch that, more than slightly infuriating. Hot as fuck in the flesh, though?? I don't know how a guy so young can have such a boomer-like aversion to tech, but it's fine when at the end of the day his hands are doing something else rather than texting me back."
Babydoll
@paracosmic | ❎ not smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★☆☆☆
Trust: ★★☆☆☆
"Kissed under the mistletoe in December, and it felt like we were on the road to getting along. She's got that cute vibe, even if she hasn't been to many parties before. Maybe that's why she's so cute?"
Cellar Spider
@longlegs | ☑️ smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★★★★
Trust: ★★★★★
"I still don't know how I ended up where I am. I already told her how I feel - worried, every second of every day that he is going to come ruin everything. Take her away from me, hurt her or harm her... but she reassures me it won't happen. She's strong like that. I worry so much about protecting her, yet she's the one that's going to end up protecting me.
Love is always so vibrant. I forget what the haze is like, of loneliness when I'm bathed in this instead. I'll put aside my worries and lean into it. She deserves my full affection. Hopefully one day I'll feel like I wholly deserve hers, too.
04/25: I continue to entertain daydreams of happily ever after. Foolish and jinxing, I don't know what to make of myself anymore. My heart is suddenly alive again after decades of being shelled off."
Domingos "Dom" Choi
@wicka | ☑️ smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★★★★
Trust: ★★★★★
"Alternate universe me's cute boyfriend, who happens to have a full moon affliction. Currently grappling with the envy that accompanies knowing another me has an ideal life with an apparently sane lover and no freakshow ex tracking him down.
Maybe that's why it feels easy to make moves on him in the present. Is that kind of shitty, though? To want to make him want me, too?
Because I want him to want me too.
04/25: I feel selfish for wanting to mean everything to him yet knowing I'm not the version of myself that he loves. Has anyone ever before won the affections of someone away from themselves? It's arrogant of me, I know. Especially since my heart is never in one singular piece to give."
Eddie Munson
@guitarpicks | ❎ not smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★☆☆☆
Trust: ★☆☆☆☆
"Cute nerd, need to make a porno with? Also play the Dungeons and whatever with too, I guess. Debating whether or not to ask him his hair routine."
Felix Quinn
@rehabitual | ❎ not smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★☆☆☆
Trust: ★☆☆☆☆
"One of Dom's friends who arrived here, alongside Julian. I can tell that they're apprehensive about me - why wouldn't they be? They know a version of me that I'm not, and I must look and feel like some kind of imposter. I know I need to learn to get along with them and I do want to be friends... but there's a little part of me that wants to bite back, like some cornered kind of dog. To take Dom as mine and to drive a wedge into their coven.
But that's something else in me speaking. Some long forgotten bout of jealousy and desperation. When will I learn that I'm not going to be abandoned here? And that these two are allies, not enemies?"
Grace Le Domas
@rationalism | ☑️ smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★★★★
Trust: ★★★★★
"My Gracie.
We don't talk much about the times before, and sometimes I begin to wonder if that year spent in another city was real. But I remember my Gracie, the only other one now who remembers too.
Pray that never happens. Pray that I stay for her, too.
04/25: Just like a wayward breeze, she was gone. The library is suddenly too empty now, I'm avoiding it entirely."
Harry Goodsir
@mygoodsir | ❎ not smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★★★☆
Trust: ★★★☆☆
"The disgusting things I want to do to this man regardless of whether or not Iggy says he probably has rickets. I don't even know what that is."
Ignatius "Iggy" Melville
@dead_tongue | ☑️ smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction:★★★★★
Trust: ★★★★★
"Iggy's a delight to hang around, a confidant and true friend. It feels like he will always have my back, and I want him to always know I'll have his? Like, I really want him to know how much I mean that.
I like it when he's hanging out with Cellar and I see them both laughing, because they both deserve that kind of... freeing joy. I want to put the picture of them both on paper.
His hair alone is a beautiful muse, and one of these days I'll feel satisfied with capturing it in oil or acrylic. Until then, I remain unsatisfied and continually trying.
04/25: I think he might be the only one here who gets what I mean when I talk about people's perception of me and how it doesn't always bother me, yet I want it to mean more than it does currently. Yet I don't hate myself, or my actions - but I still feel something's missing."
Julian Bennet
@docmartens | ❎ not smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★☆☆☆
Trust: ☆☆☆☆☆
"I think he hates me, lol."
Lauralae
@rakta | ❎ not smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★★☆☆
Trust: ★★☆☆☆
"We shared a kiss and she had this enchanting, ethereal quality to her? I don't know where exactly she's from but she reminds me of me, years ago. Learning about new things at a rapid pace. I like getting to teach her slang. I have been behaving with it, too. Believe it or not.
Can you believe she's like eighty something, though???"
Marco Lorenzo Buono de Laurentiis Campanella
@occupied | ❎ not smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★☆☆☆☆
Trust: ★☆☆☆☆
"I hope he liked all those rhinestones. I put my heart, soul and whole ass into that gift."
Matthew Jamison
@semicharmed | ❎ not smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★☆☆☆☆
Trust: ★☆☆☆☆
"Oliver told me to stay away but honestly, bitch decided to get lost so I'm now the one at a loss of what to do.
Apparently he outed Pierce and that's a no no? But I wasn't here for that and honestly, I think I'd like to hear the other side of the argument. Rather than continue to follow the point of someone else blindly.
Because honestly, sex magic!"
Nicholas Ó Broin
@extent | ☑️ smashed?
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★★★☆
Trust:★★★☆☆
"We get high together sometimes, and it's nice - I mean, this place is doing nothing for me when it comes to getting or staying sober but that doesn't seem to really be an issue. There's a fucking drug room, for crying out loud.
Which, of course, is where we often hang out. He's part of the coven, and I'm interested in learning from him."
Oliver Daye
@meca | ☑️ smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★★★★
Trust: ★★★★☆
"Gone. But was he ever really here?
He wasn't the Oliver that knew me, but it was like everything was there but just not the way I wanted it to be. (I suppose I know how Dom feels, and should sometime commiserate.) But I miss Oliver - the one I knew, and this one too. He was starting to warm up to me the way a cat tolerates company; I don't think I had any true anchor to his heart but I would've been satisfied by ownership, tacky as that sounds. If only to be close to him.
Pierce Stricklan
@behavioural | ❎ not smashed
Dislike: ★☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ☆☆☆☆☆
Trust: ☆☆☆☆☆
"He doesn't like me and I don't think I like him.
It's probably more complicated than that. It's not that he doesn't like me, it's that he doesn't give a shit about me at all. Which is fine, I've decided. I still treasure the idea of a coven but I'm not going to chase after people. If there comes a day we see eye to eye, so be it."
Zéphirin Zephir
@viver | ☑️ smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★★★★
Trust: ★★☆☆☆
"I'm trying to move on from a toxic ex and this whole situationship is kind of like a redux, but so far without the horror themes. Like, the direct ones? It's a lot of the needy, fucked up sex and the detachment/disingenuous love bombing. Only he somehow makes it feel genuine? He appeals to me because of what I've been through and that in and of itself is fucked up.
But so am I, I guess. I like it."
Name
@username | ☑️ smashed / ❎ not smashed
Dislike: ☆☆☆☆☆
Attraction: ★★★★★
Trust: ★★☆☆☆
"Text here."