chokedout | (no subject)

oh no, trouble in paradise????

i think he lasts pretty good. if ever too quick, he makes up for it by being able to go like 6 times in a row soooo...

stfu he's not my boyfriend!

ugh
your man is hot.

omg pls tell me more does he cum too fast that's therapeutic to me to know

you should bone my man too then, we might actually tire him out if we do it together

be nice to my booty call! and no well maybe I dunno I kinda made him shoot fast on purpose but now I'm like wow that was easy

noooo I think we're really friends now! if I fuck him he'll think it was an elaborate plot to get into his pants!

i promise i am nice and won't say a word to him. but i will grin with this knowledge any time his moody little ass is near me. (but if you did it on purpose... that just means you're that good??) plus anyone under 20 is still getting used to their hormones ig

okay, but. maybe it'll get there naturally and be best of both worlds!!!

see that's why I was asking! he'll grow out of it probably.

now that would be so cool! I'd suck his weird dick.

babe, you gotta train him while he's all impressionable and soft. make him some champion dick for your benefit. he's probably gaga for you - how many times you hook up so far? he's clearly into it

omg, yes... you don't have TMJ right? take ibuprofen before, just to spare your jaw anyway

my god i could mould him! you're so right!
nah he's not into me like that, he only likes me because i'm slutty. and only a few times.

no I'm good! but uhm ok i can never suggest this only you or he can.

all the more reason to make him like horny for you
what was that dog and a bell thing? train him. train him good

befriend him faaaaaster, i yearn to have this in common with youuuu

oh man yeah
i'll make him better! stronger! uh not faster!

i am trying! we had a really nice chat recently tho.

Yeah? What about? (If I can ask)

the fact that he thinks nobody likes him.

oh

not liking the sound of that

he's okay. it's just something us lonely weird kids think sometimes.

I know, I get it
I just

I dunno

I get sad when people I love don't feel my love the way I thought they did

oh he feels it! it's friends, not boyfriends.

shouldn't i count for both?

it's different.

which am I for you?

my friend.

i love you so much, but i know we're not like
romantic?

what do you think?

Yeah, that makes sense
I love you a lot, Iggs

Theo, you know I'm not mad, right?

Yeah

Sorry, I'm just
being really self aware right now

talk to me.

i get stuck sometimes in this... rut of just
not feeling like I'm doing enough
like i'm not enough

even when I know I'm doing everything I can
and like- like now? it makes sense. i get it.
but i just feel this ghost of a feeling telling me it's me